Wednesday, May 26, 2010

zup, how's it going?

Yeap, it was such a long while since the last time i blogged.

Was very busy at work and also busy looking for another work, haha. it's true. cause I love my current job so much (as i could finish it within 4hours and can do whatever after wards and still being paid full) that i want an additional job. i know, my eyes are sparkling with the currency sign. but hey i also need to earn more as i keep on getting out more and---less.

Recently, i realized to keep hold of my finances is to GO OUT less. it means no bar hopping, no nights outs and NO TRAVELING for months. It was terrible but mind you, i really tried and so far it worked. just this almost midyear, the out of town escapade i got was definitely lesser compared years ago and years before.

so far these are the places I went to lately:

Siargao (new year tradition)

Dumaguete (to have an ambush visit for Veruschka and to escape the harshness of Valentines day)

Bantayan ( spent Holy Week with my family and cousins)

Mactan (I had my Birthday sort of celebration alone)

Marco Polo (get together with Alexa, Sol and friends)

Dumanjug (Celebrate sir Munds birthday in his hometown with the Fernandez)

Badian (Wonderful wonderful moments with Hello Keithy and Jeremiah)

Bohol (Went to Talibon's fiesta for the first time)

Danao (Spent some time with Julio and his folks.)

Olango Island (Had an indie film shoot last January and recently experienced Baliw-baliw festival, where I saw straight men cross dress, yes, they did for a pagan worship, w/c is totally totally wonderful to watch and experience, thanks Russ and Ms. B!)

Tambuli East ( Said goodbye to summer for the Summer Sunscreen Party with Keith, Jeremiah and the gang!)

So far so great. I couldn't ask for more and I guess these are the reason that keeps me from writing as i usually out and stayed less in my room in the past. Now, i guess my blogging will be more active once again. So i guess,

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

today, i think of someone's birthday

I could have left 3 miscalls
but I haven't reached my phone
I could have wrote an email
but I haven't logged in to my yahoomail account
I could have told a friend
but instead I took the bus alone
heading nowhere
you must have already
received a lot of greetings
from your close friends and loved ones
yet I have no intention
of giving you one
although I know
that you knew
that I knew
that it's your birthday today
but I don't know---
I just don't feel like it
even the thought of it
makes me cringe
or let say,
makes me wonder
as to what happened
or what was your reaction
on the same day
last year
the year before
then years
and years ago
when I gave u
a present
but you just left it
unopened

Friday, May 07, 2010

it was

once said that
the goddess of the lake
has many mouths
but it cannot speak
instead it could only listen
could only feel
and could only bask
as many tears as the whining
lady could feel
the goddess of lake
could only hold secret
hence cannot share it
and never dare reveal
even to the one
who search for it
she got hushed lips
yet offers warm embrace
for those who seek solace
of those with wrenched
hearts who wishes
to be with their unseen lover
she comes in a drop that
hops like a pearl
cradled by palpable ripples
which resonates within her
the goddess of the lake
only reaches
for those with open
shores
where the ocean
of love
cradles within
you

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