02/2021

02/ 24-28

Caramoan Escapade

02/23

can't contain my excitement for caramoan

ever since i've seen the Survivor France, I am always drawn to its beautiful island paradise

02/22

-enjoying the rainy days

re listening to yoko kanno (green bird - black coffee - seatbelts solo)

02/21

-well, my weekends are spent watching Alexander McQueen documentaries and videos

-felt this indescribable heaviness and realized it's Alexander's Death anniversary last 02/11, long live mcQueen.

02/17/21

things that are bothering me:

-enrollment, classes i required are closed.

-Dave, for a long time, i never felt this strong feeling for someone again, its like my feelings for francis monfort when i felt this guys is too good for me. but i like him so much but he doesnt like me that much. then i have these other guys who likes mo so much but i dont care much. ewan hanggang kelan ganito. i miss what i had with julio, it was a mutual intense feeling. when it was pure magical and not forced.

02/16/21

i felt like i spent my long weekend (4 days), sleeping

02/15

i felt im.having a crush with Dave (cardiovasc NP frm pampanga) but he turns out to be a douche because i asked him for a coffee date in trinoma but he said "yoko magpark trinoma hassle dun e"

so end up with josh.bagobantay and we laugh the night away with lasagna and pizza. if only josh have a proper job =(

02/14

i was evaded by so much sadness, im depressed

one of the many reasons is that i was so disappointed with my mother and my brothers as they just cant help themselves even after i sent them capital for a business. and i felt ive been dragged down instead of them lifting me up. im praying to god this will end and have our ultimate breakthrough.

-i have potential dates but i even myself is very much irate and not in the mood for "forced" and "foolish" trend for Valentine's date

-always, the only remedy for depression is self love and self care

02/12

went to blanc gallery and cubao expo with sarah tario, catch up with our Art Educ miseries 😅

02/07

meet chai and mark

did cacao ceremony

02/06

meet russ and we wander around old manila

"we are not lost, we are just wandering"

02/01

-watched Spanish horror film "tesis"

caramoan

 

Caramoan

 

cubao X magic

 

01/2021

 01/30

-binondo with carri

-got scared of her bad trip with mj

01/23

-p session with saeed

one of the best session we had so far

hot ng eksena and he is super hard for me

01/22

-watched series schitt's creek

01/19-21

had a training with onshore, liz joe and jenny, felt global with the new batch of claims specialist

01/18

my long weeekend is spent more on sleeping

fully rested.

01/16-17

went to batangas with my colleagues, my first time to see the beach after a very long time.

casa101

puntafuego

island hopping

01/13

watched how to train your dragon, the movie was beautiful.. it take my breath away and if only me and arturo have watched it i could have marry him.

hay arturooo.. di ka.mawala wala 😅

01/12

finals, requirements, and also have to do last minute demo classes. just great!

had this conversation with a client who validated me that i am not a fighter but a warrior.t

amazing conversation that lasted 30mins

also with mother and daughter who were so happy to be reunited.. saying what should i do with a hefty amount of money but i dont have my mother with me.. it was the sweetest

01/11

3sum with maginhawa guy with his friend, it was intense

01/10

sunday night suppose to have 3sum with a conyo guy but he was too coward. life is too short to spend in paranoia

so end up with only one less paranoid guy, weird cause even having sex he is wearing a mask. but he is everything i like, the built, the armpit and dick.. my type. i asked for his number but he said its corporate, but assured me to see him again sunday. well i will be out of town this coming weekend

seen my crush with the dog again, jake. he just broke up with his gf? well i will give him some space. hopefully we can date as well soon.

01/09

-spent the day with josh frm tarlac, it feels nice to spend afternoon sunset with someone

-also slept with him and woke up with him

-but...

01/08

-dreamt about a cocoon/beehive like library..

masscom. were there

asked nikko if i could get a authograph he got a photo of him and signed it with a brown fox letter over

insanely beautiful peeps are there

primotive kind of lib

k- kurses

01/06

-met josh frm tarlac,

6footer guy

got his number and might spend weekend with him

01/05/2020

-had a busy monday prior so i wanted to relax by watching a film, have wine and a joint, was in a middle of the film and was so stoked when sir basug msged me to handle his class. it was crazy.

-able to handle class and taught them about van gogh. im glad to see them once more and able to provide them powerful msge for the year to come.

01/04/2020

-my trend seems to be meeting new sex mate rather than my favorite fuck buddies.

had this 20 year old 5'11 guy as my finale and he is so damn yummey. bagets to the max and he breeds me. sarap

01/01-03

spent 3 days and 2 nightd at finnex and had p session with markee, my long time crush anf finally tasted him. hes huge and hard all through out, burst twice. weird about him is that he can make fire frm his hands, he can call spirit and even let me speak with my sister charice. im lost for words.

then meet this real estate agent frm valanzuela, he burst 3x.he reminds me of ken as he is also frm aklan. very horny and he made love to me nicely. also had great conversation with him all throughout and even asked me if we become partners.. it might be just a spur of the moment but lets see.

on my 2nd night came this ex freelance model his fuck is intense and no joke he burst 4x. grower and my ass had a wonderful time. its just that i felt im too exhausted and overdose my mind is getting wasted. i can still imagine on the after rush he looks like a demon with super white teeth, since he is moreno and the light source was the mercury light frm the window. it was a crazy staycation i had for new year. and im super contented. so much to compensate the too many restrictions of traveling outside with alot of health protocols

01/01/2021

-had a great night with chai and mark.

-had great food and emotionally charged conversation.. chai is now reaching back to russ.. i am teary eyed with happiness and hopefully they come into complete reconciliation