-this one inspired me a lot today:
https://youtu.be/dK2km_x9-as
as i thread along wrong turns, there is hope finding the right
path for myself.
05/30
-watched the animated film, the little prince at upfi.
it's one of those moments i didnt regret waking up early.. it's a long since overdue but it hits so hard as its this time when i am being swallowed by the corporate world and i have to remind myself and not to forget. i cried so hard and left me being hopeful..
-an old acquaintance saw me. the tranny at the end corner of our street. she said i look morena.. i was about to tell her the adage black is beautiful but too much black is charcoal. but my head is shuffling. as it calculated this statement instead:
being dark is beautiful
but too dark, is a nightmare
i end up saying nothing and just smiled at her.. 😁
.05/29
-continue with my senspai is annoying marathon. i first started with the manga version and fell in love again with the world of illustration. beautiful imagery and that ticklish feeling of having a crush. takada senpai is such my type 🤭
-bonding with mondia, a way to make bawi with him last weekend since i felt i was so mean to him (i told him hypocrite and let him know his friends as bulok) ahaha but i did not apologized to him because it is what it is.
05/28
-woke up with slight hang over. went to chowking for breakfast but they did not follow my request to have an extra milk. took the halo2x spoon to compensate for it.
-went to kuya's place and bond with mamu and and family.. used my podium points to buy groceries and skincare for my mother.. then watched
polite society with my sister in law and kulitan with my nephew, baby avyyy....
-family day, it is
05/27
-went to rapture with john mondia.. its been a while since i partied in cubao. was super drunk and somewhat enjoyed the night minus the too much crowd and not so good music. kind of irritated when john mondia's friend insist on going to timog. walked out and headed back to cubao but my long term crush msge so i went to shaw. only to find him so haggard and doesn't appear at par with his pics.. the night is more of
dissapointments than fun but not all weekends are that great. it was a weekend afterall
05/26
-walking home from work while continue re-visiting veruscka's blog. a needed encapsulation of that certain feeling that once there and always be there.
-its starting to leaf through rainy reason again and i can feel the cold damp breeze on my face. fire trees bloom against dark clouds. dark damp poignancy, ignited..
05/25
-watched ammonite. certain unearthed within me and unlocked. such a wonderful back to back movie for the world to come. although this is less powerful but kate and soarcee's performance was such a treat
05/24
-performed for our opening salvo while claire sung "ako ay isang serena". a farewell to summer and prelude to the lgbt month.
-hosted our town hall meeting
-fun night at work
05/23
-watched the world to come and it hits a certain spot and i wailed all day long.
05/22
-went to russ' place to make up from yesterdays even though i haven't slept yet
-it was really heart warming to see kaori. and also meeting sni for the first time. brought them my treasured finds from boracay. the shell looking coral from puka beach for kaori and the algae laden blue coral for sni. i am so glad they are happy. when russ came out i also brought him the pearls i found in la union and the biohilia-esque red coral from bantayan. like even myself i was so surprised with the four shores ive been just this summer. like wow.
-then treat them with cacao frm cebu and even facilitated a cacao ceremony, it was purely magical and wonderful letting their hearts open up.. it was swift and sweet and unifying. -then kaori made an asian noodles for us and then russ let us watch "burning"
-i kept on laughing with joy even when i got back to my room.
-and finally, i was able to sleep
-i am happy
05/21
-parteed with gensan guy. it was soooo good i have to pay it back with sleeplessness and body ache. he is a grower and hard all day and night long..
plus its his gv.. he came inside me twice.. gosh..😁 in fairness, that surpassea most of my sessions
-not in the right condition so i have to miss meeting russ and sni, his friend frm Taiwan.
05/19-20
-went for grooming, facial massage and haircut
-felt productive and attained well being.
05/17-18
-slept and regained needful rest. sleeping in my room is incomparable, slept like a baby
-watched joel lamangan's hindi tayo pwede and was affected regardless of its negative review
-slow down and just embrace the coming of rainy season
05/16
-was suppose to meet a spanish filipino guy but i end up with this hung who stayed in seabird. the robust i took made me so horny that every lick he made in my body moved me to ecstasy. and his huge dick make me loose my mind.
-going back to manila. i felt my stay in bora was enough. was about to meet two guys for sex but i end up making love with the sea as my grand finale .
-read through this twitter thread
https://twitter.com/culturaltutor/status/1658395657172918274?t=6V5GdALsQwEa9Az8YU5siA&s=19
"Those with power or wealth always fear losing them and never have peace of mind; those who pursue fame are pursuing an illusion; physical pleasures always leave us unfulfilled and wanting more.
Nothing external can make us truly satisfied or truly happy"
05/15
-im starting to feel the heaviness of my last remaining days of my stay here in bora.
-feeling ko nman super worth it and solved sya, specially i had my 2nd encounter with the ojt guy.. sobrang gwapo nya pala sa malapitan, daks pa...if mey mattress pa ako, malang nabuntis ako since sagad at putok nya sa loob.. tangina!
05/14
-puka beach whole day
-super amazed with the fishes where ive seen beautiful angel fish and discuss fish also some rare parrot fishes. there is
this spot where there was an attempt to build something and it became a ruin which eventually became habitant for marine organisms.. if only i have a under water camera, i could have taken pics of these wonderful creatures. my highlight is the baby cuttlefish just right on my face. ahaha
-ojt guy cr fun.. totally hot.. yummy and daks
05/13
-party with seaman student frm shoretime to epic
05/12
-rainbow cafe with bora1
-explore the depths right across station y, near asya and amazed how beautiful the marine life compared to station 2
05/11
-met this guy whom i kept on msging. and he is worth the wait.. handsome and super huge. felt my hole gaped as he is a deep fucker and huge. my ass definitely had a good pounding i almost give up and finally he burst after he removed the condom and fuck me bareback. then he cum on my face and mouth. (ref bora.3.daks)
05/10
-meet seaman student guy and had sex with him again. he is definitely huge and yummy.. his male physique is extraordinary
05/09
-woke up sore as just now i was able sleep well and long. after spending so much fun times with the new found gang and with Cha', i believe its gonna be calmer days ahead of me..
-lazy day
-its been a long time since i have sex. thought i would end up zero but meet a seaman student from Iloilo.. hunky and mey dating. he wont share his pic even i tried persisting.. but gosh he is huge and would like to have 2nd orgasm. i burst like crazy and if only my TL is not looking for me i could have stayed for the 2nd blast.
05/08
-2nd day with cha and we had breakfast then proceed at bama where we had some drinks by the beach. met this african guy from chad. he talks about most Filipino got shy with black. he is a handsome and charming guy so i assured him he should be able to find his way to anyone's heart. i never saw such happiness painted on somebody's face as his as he marvel the beauty of the boracay shores
-hugged cha as she about to take a nap not knowing it is our final hug before she come back to cebu and later in Japan.. such a swift yet sweet moment with her.
-watch sunset as people pass by at station 2 as kokoy look alike joined me. i felt it took a toll on me now being constantly with friends for the
past few days and the thought i still have more than a week ahead of me here in boracay gave me this certain after glow that this time i will enjoy it on my own.
05/07.
-had so much fun since ive been in bora, last entry was may 2...
-woke up seeing the bunk of dharcy empty and somebody else is occupying Emerson's bed.
-Cha ferrer arrived in Bora and in we spent time catching up on these locations:
*mayas
*real coffee
*station zero
*ruins
*diniwind
she had a long day so she have to retire early
-went to om. bar with this guy frm gr who looks like kokoy with his hair. just partey with his new found friends and we got so drunk with a premium grade tequila. i really loge the dj and her playlist are boring but she made it so good. had a great time
- i am super drunk so i went midnight swimming with the full moon. medium calm crystal water, white sand its sssoooo blissfully good.
05/06
-ive been in a middle of so much happening and so much fun that i felt there's a need for re centering.
-but the universe seems want me to enjoy the ride as our group went to s.2 had a great swim. then we went to newport coast then to keyhole.
-i found the cove very peaceful and nice for snorkeling and harvest some sea urchin and had uni for dinner
-saturday night so went party
starts at rainbow lounge and then went to epic. i found myself dancing with this group from Australia (i believe based on their accent) when we found the center dance floor boring.. and thats when the real party begun.. ahaha so much fun..
-then later i found this hairy guy who works in bora and we went to bulabog area for an outdoor bareback fun. (ref: bora2) i like his smell and i came while he fucks me. that was intense fuck under the coconut trees.
-went night swimming.. alone by the beach, full moon, white sands, with post party music and lights, in paradise.
05/05
-discovered a shortcut frm shoretime dormitel to the beach. it was a beautiful cove. done simple workout and yoga.
-super wonderful sunset
-then during the night, met this local guy who is nearby almost 6 footer (ref: bora1) we did it around the cove as if it was the jurrasic park of puerto galera
-met new friend, dharcy, a trans from pampangga. she became my instant beshie introduce her to emerson and then 2 fellow dorm mates from bataan and she brewed a new adventure for the group for tomorrow: key hole.
-dharcy and i went to this drag
performance at rainbow lounge and cafe, awesome slaying queens!
-at night, bonding with emerson and dakki over drinks.
-drinking while listening to live accoustic. currennt trend is uhaw by dilaw. he sang it as a real good singer
-dakki is now leaving and going back to davao.. i found myself sad and will miss him. hopefully we can meet in mindanao as dharcy and i planning to meet in siargao.
05/04
-able to swim station 2 and explore the ruins of station one.
-suppose to meet the yuppy for a coffee treat, (the guy who help me going accross bora) but he was caught in a meeting
-falling in love with dakki as he gave me a mojito treat. i dunno but he appears to be straight
05/03
-heading to bora, flight was delayed.
-found this yuppy and he guide me how to maneuver in bora. it was a stormy day and the boat jumps with the waves as other passengers scream. it was a hell of a ride 😁
-settled late and was super tired.
-fun started with meeting emerson even on my first day in bora, a fellow cebuano and i accompany him around bora since its his first. we had a very long talk with his endless life stories
-my VL was not approved so i end up working but good thing there is this guy, a new found friend of emmerson and i really found him cute. his name is dakki from davao
05/02
-woke up sad as i will be leaving elyu and havent got the job post i was confident to get. well thats how it is...
-say see u instead of goodbye with zyris and mark.. it was such a remarkable stay in circle hostel
-having the beetles "let it be"
playing on the bus.. a whimsical reminder.
05/01
-saw this cute guy also staying at circles. ive seen him looking at me. he is tall, moreno and well formed biceps. he is wearing a mustard colour muscle tee shirt. so when i check in gr who are a foot away asked them if they wore the same color. and one said yes. and it was him! we managed to meet in my side of ward and even have him inside my bunk. we did it inside my cot. gosh he is so hot and huge. even took
picture of his package. although he came too quickly but i was able to consume his entire manliness and came with his d* inside my mouth
