06/28/2020
-moved to microtel
-i will be staying in this hotel for a month
-i have a good view of the inner garden with a lone acacia tree that reminds me of murakami's green little monster
06/27/2020
-woke up late, all diners are now closed.
-good thing I have some apple and mango
-coffee and raindrops
- enjoying the rain in my room as tomorrow I will be working in a hotel for a month
-at least a new environment
-will still do walking around up campus since it's just nearby and I have q. pass.
06/21-26/2020
- I felt like my days were slipping by just watching YouTube and strike random conversations in my group chats in telegram, group mates in
- I need to go back to silence again.
06/16-20/2020
-blogging and writing become stale usually once I'm pre occupied with a new gadget and bombarding my fb and Twitter with posts
... Now consumed with social media.. There's a need for social. Media detox
06/15/2020
-watched portrait of Lady on fire. It's one of the best lgbt movies I've seen so far. If last year is "call me by your name"
Then my vote goes for portrait and then the Spanish gay film: end of the century
06/14/2020
-I miss this kind of mess
-it made me go for a restart
06/13/2020
-finally my order arrived
met zaeed after more than a year
had steamy hot pnp session with him for almost 24 hours
06/12/2020
long weekend planned something to do
set up pnp session with Zaeed
had a hard time dealing with the s*, communicated with them for 24 hours. Grrr
06/10/2020
- finished my final papers and now the semestral break is here, I'm still stuck in quarantine. I miss having that way over the top excitement for an out of town experience.
06/09/2020
I am still confused between mark and ryan
06/08/2020
seen ryan via viber video cal
and he's disarmingly handsome
06/07/2020
met mark tan once again
06/06/2020
finally able to buy a new smartphone
06/05/2020
oral sex under the moonlight
06/01/2020
-rewatched Miyazake's borrower arriety
-today feels a certain excitement
--but ass still hurts from mark Anthony's fuck
-and my heart still recovers from the fleeting feeling, but it got used to it. so just my anus, it will just heal in no time
-thinking about mark as the stray cat, he is not the one to keep yet, as he appears to be spotted, not the pure black that I keep as an ultimate sign
