-just take a rest and savor my long weekend
01/30
-pnp with jade since the one i have scheduled with saeed did not push through
-one of the best moment with him as he came inside me. and he is so hot and still so buffed.
01/29
-meet daryl and have our usual stay at my place.. we had dinner and tried watching ponyo
had a great time with him
01/25
-finally able to sleep and attain 10 hrs.. after more than a week worth of anxiety frm zee, and partee. i felt renewed and energized. pwede na makipagsapalaran ulit. ahaha
01/24
parteed til mid day
met this hung filchi guy who is so hard. had a great time with him. he is so good and huge, i would say i still love saeed pero walang sinabi si saeed sa pagka tigasin neto, i still dont know or dont wanna know his name, i will have him nick named maxman for now.
01/23
-finally my order frm zee got delivered. after reported his account as scam. now he know whos the boss
01/22
-quality time with family
we watched the Jessica soho interview for the Presidential candidates
and then watched "The Life of David Gale" as per Lacson's recommendation
-bonding with mama papa, my brothers and sister and laws and my pamangkins...its a heart warming weekend
1/20
-insomnia hits for several days now me as i ordered something from zee and its still not being delivered. but let him know that how i am bad with sending out karma so that alone wont lead our transaction into a scam. i spent almost 5k
-relisten to drive my car and scherehezide by murakami in man without woman as im now in the middle of the film which i watched in installment.
the part that moves me was with sonya, the mute audition and then tatsuke's confession with kafuku about examining your own heart.
01/19
-watched a girl and a guy by erik matti and now drawn more and more to baguio
-digged into the ransom collective and play traces on the loop
01/18
-revisit my pics from sinulog from previous years...my last was in 2019
-wfh and just enjoy my meal from ababu.. the ghafghazi was sold out so settled with their tenderloin and liver which is still, heaven.
01/17
-met vlad, a stylist and he's hot. and found a good connection with him. its sort of arturo kind of level where we made love multiple times in a night (he came 3x while me 2x) then another 1 in the morning. Gosh
but might consider him as an ultimate fubu rather than me keep on having different guys. i am considering an connection rather than just mere body friction.
1/16
one of my lucky days arrived. met this hunk celebrity looking guy with 7" dick.. gehd.. sarap talaga putah.. and i love his smell. consume his cum
all the while we do it we have the elite sound track playing
heres how i remember him:
https://open.spotify.com/track/5ugp0EWSi2V3Jhc3x2cVsg?si=qZ9yeJMRSAejAYXu9ZTsZw&utm_source=copy-link
01/15
-my four day long weekend is so uneventful so visited pasig and spend time with family. massage with mamu and then sing along with papa. really had quality time with fam
-still got horny and was looking for a partee session. kaso ang hirap maka kita ng magandang tiempo
01/14
-got susepended due to not wearing faceshield and improper wearing face mask in the office. making my long weekend even longer.
-was planning to go down south to masasa puerto galera with carri but travel restrictions get ahead of us. slept the entire day
01/13
-few days ago, this movie makes paramdam:
drive my car
and realized it was just murakamis bday. try to watch the film based on his man without woman collection
01/12
-i just a killed a mice. and i felt like a murderer . i can feel a sudden cold blood creeps in my veins and with such intensity.. gosh.. i never felt so guilty but with less remorse.. since its been days it cuts my sleep and causes me insomnia as it gnaws on my food wrapers and everything.. so i just cant help but find a way to kill it. but the thing is, it has a sibling.. it might take revenge as my mother told me.. i even wash my hands thoroughly and all the traces of blood just like in the movies.. im kinda afraid or even wanted to find a way to terminate it as well
01/11
-had a long conversation with max via messenger and its been a while since the last time.. im so impressed with her achievements even if she wasnt able to renew her contract as a town nurse.
-had this intense pungent smell of flowering tree which i believe is mango. i usually only passed by this kind of smell but for couple of years, its just outside my window. just lovely.
-for some reason, i didnt feel depress or down due to extacy and liquid g overdoses. my diet helps a lot which consist of omega3 rich power source such as salmon and galunggung.. then i also haf cacao and banana.. replinishing it is
01/10
-had a bad hangover frm parteeing last night. felt awful and embarrassed. which is normal and common. needed some grounding and replenish my serotonin. so prepared myself a hot mocha and rewatch bjork orkestral concert no. 2. i feel better now.
-had a love/hate/sex encounter with knl guy. i was still angry at him when he stood me up last time but he explained himself and we made peace earlier after we met at University ave and had steamy sex at arki
-also meet jake.hot.up, i was resting at fine arts when he saw me. we had a fleeting encounter and found out he lost his phone thats why we lost contact. finally able to ask for his new contact but i saved a wrong number. ano ba yan.. was about to invite for dinner sana.
-basking the sunrise and just savour its warmth and glow on my skin.
-then meet uro.. theres someone sitting at the spot near the tennis court where we will do outdoor sex. we waited but the person keeps on going back. so we talked. this is the longest convo we had. we went to CBA but a maintenance is sweeping the area. so i brought him at the parking area across the church and it was intense. we had video which shows how handsome and juicy his dick is.
01/09
-went to marikina riverbanks at 3am and just marvel the scenery and the fresh morning dew after the rain.
-was invited for partee of which i thought a one on one and later i know there are lots of them. the host was a retokada guy so he looks like he can grace a magazine cover. first time to try ghb (liquid form) then
met this soriano guy, a makeup artist who makes me feel at home with his music and i just play silly romancing like a couple. he even sort of make ligaw and propose if we could be together.. but that doesnt works.
of course my horniness takes over and that entails having sex with multiple guys. but tbh i really don't feel horny, its just that my association of this recreational drugs is just sex sex sex. because thats what i was exposed to. good thing the host and most of the attendees are so welcoming and friendly.
-but it doesnt give me that certain rush of a high. its just lazing and just enjoy the music and hugs from everyone..it was fun and im not sure if i will rejoin them again. im good with that first and last time encounter.
01/08
-today i realized, that all this lingering days, weeks months, is just about hibernating. i am gearing for an action packed season to come.
01/07
-jairus came over right after midnight. he is kinda drunk and we make love. we do bareback. first time he is all the way, as we kissed intensely and he came inside me. jokingly or it might be, we are "officially" exclusive
-lets see how long this madness would lasts
-i have this client who just lost his wife. one thing thats struck me when he said in his teary voice about he rather have his wife than the death claim money.
how i wish someone can say that to me at our old age.
01/06
-wfh is kindof uneventful i even dont have the energy to walk or jog around. i felt lazy and got magnetized to my bed.
01/05
-work at dagitab area in UP. then had yoga. just savour the beautiful morning in the middle of the field with the migrant white storks
-went to cubao with cari for breakfast, derma and massage. its a great gurl bonding.
-felt tired but so renewed
01/04
-im on week quarantine so im wfh for the week as there was. a suspected case in the office
-continue with Emily in paris s2
-im starting to take it slow again and just savour the sunlight and crispy air.. embracing sensuality
-still loving abudabu kebab ghafgazi with romain lettuce and cucumber.. what a meal.
01/03
-ugghh.. monday.
and it feels like the long holiday which is not long at all, (since we have work in between) is over.
i really pray that in the future, holiday is also vacation which also means no work for atleast 2 weeks.
-saw jake i thought he will be on for steamy encounter just like our last which i still couldn't forget how we ripped off the condom and he came inside me. but we just some greetings and able to hug him with a kiss on the neck
-had my 1st (3x) sex this year, not so remarkable but it doesnt have to be. and im so over and enough with "firsts"
-emily in paris s2 marathon and it kinda gives me the surge of excitement to look forward this coming months ahead.
01/02
-i feel terrible and its like darkest hour. since because its also the last wanning night.
-as if nothing works for me even meeting with someone i should be meeting. i end up grumpy, walkerd out on people who looks far frm their profile and blocked a lot of profiles in gr.
01/01
- watched dont look up per chais recomendation and last chirstmas thays says "look up"
