-still cant get over with Bicolguy_marcus earlier. we had a long story. frm cubao, alabang and finally meet him here in updil. had milktea, talk and awesome sex. he bursted 3x. Lupit sobra..i love his tattooed hairy body. one of the best sex ever. cuddle was also great. husband material. kaso he have to go to alabang and later to bicol.
-met dave the 6footer in sofia, he is kindof worked up. im not so sure what to write as i have no idea what's going on with him.
-felt overwhelmed with everything specially about work: 2 hours extra OT daily is undeniably exhausting. i might just simply re think it. and consider it as a financial blessing but my my mind is tired and usually sleepy.
-waves of dissapointment still hitting me with my denied visa application and it hits me bad i felt like anne hathaway singing i dreamed a dream in les mis
02/27
-i was still in denial with my denied visa application for japan. so i called and emailed them. i both ways, they refused to consider my plea.
-aside from the fact that i already spent 25k for the round trip ticket, 10k for the accomodation and 8k for bjork's ticket plus the processing fees, for me what hurts more is not the japan trip itself.. since i intended to visit japan as my last Asian country to visit (comes with the saying; save the best for last) it was my opportunity to see and experience bjork live.
i still haven't seen one of my holy trinity (which are Alexander McQueen, bjork and haruki murakami)
02/26
-was super drunk last night. good thing i didnt have hangover
-meet this super chubuff bear guy.. my ultimate kind of chunky beaf. hope to meet him.again.
-saw this handsome guy along food lane. never knowing i will see him again at the lagoon. he came from cavite and have this caviteno kind of face, deep seated eyes, chiseled jaw bone and mustached kissed him endlessly and he even rimmed me. we are in the middle of doing oral when a univ security approach us and caught in the act. thought it was the end of us. but after apologizing. he let us go. we continue walking and talking and romatasizing we could be lovers just for the night.
02/25
-still down from my denied visa application. good thing max was there, she was able to comfort and made me laugh.. her healing presence really made the difference.
-party at rapture with max and shawi. met john mondia and his friends. party like crazy. never enjoyed that kind of party for a long period of time
02/24
-my japan visa application was denied. felt cold sweat trickle down my nape. never felt so low. with guided meditation i breath my dissapoint away
-met and had sex with alex, isko frm area 2, 5'10 cute 20 year old guy. found comfort from his cuddle
02/23
-felt down with my annual compensation appraisal of 2.5% as it was too low compared from the 8% inflation. dont have the motivation to work hard for the day.
02/22
-today, seen the sky brighter even past 6pm. could be the start of summer solstice
-ended the japanese film fest in cine adarna with the film: intolerance
its about coping, forgiveness and kindness.
-accompanied max at nkti for his colonoscopy procedure
-good thing it wasn't serious
02/20-21
-BU holiday, just do nothing. i need to simply pause on these days
02/19
-checked in at soho belle suites in makati with max and shawi
-went around makati business district
-met this cute guy from jazzz residence. chinito tall lean and yummy. his dick is like 7" thats goes sidewards. he came inside me. cuddle a bit and got to leave. he made my stay in makati remarkable
-went towards burgos street while on drag. had so much fun with full make up and dress on.
02/18
-bonding with kf, dinner facial and massage
-max and shawi arrived
-up fair with max and shawi and heard moonstar88 live
02/17
-gosh! finally submitted my visa application.. phew! wish me luck!
-went up fair polaris? and heard dec avenue live
02/16
-today, im starting to veer away from wanting and lean towards "anticipating"
-loving the smell of ber to summer month transition. i miss this kind of state of being
02/15
-im getting closer to my dream japan trip and to finally experience bjork perform live.. as i reached the 50k target bank ending balance.
-i just can't contain my relief and excitement as its been months since i got anxious about this trip.
02/14
-spent valentines with fam in pasig
-bought cake and ice cream and had awesome sweetness with my family
-kulitan with baby avvy.. videoke and then re watch remastered titanic in HD
02/12
-went for a jog while cruising. met this tall guy but small dick, then this guy who was with someone who wanted to be fucked by him but the guy end up fucking me as he liked me better. then my finale was with this cute and makinis guy.. it was already day time and we got distracted so we end up at my place (since he is worth bringing home) we talk while walking. until we reached my place so we had a steamy sex. i love sniffing his armpits, licking his nipples and he have this huge dick that goes sideways. i also love how he glows in my room and his pubes were beautifuly trimmed, it looks naturally clean. i love visualizing him while i worship him. i cum while he is inside me. we have this very romantic fuck. so it was really good sex. he is half cebuano but doesn't know how to speak bisaya 😅. we changed numbers, so i hope to be with him again.
02/11
-super lazy and super lethargic
-slept whole day
02/10
-just finished tag ulan sa tag init starred by vilma santos and Christopher de leon. such an intense and emotionally driven film..
-meet 6'2 guy. i missed him. went to his place. he also liked bjork. talked about bjork. first time.that i came with him. while he fuck.me he came twice as usual.
02/08
-tried this guided meditation and i felt sleepy all the way.
02/07
-felt productive with my visa preparation
02/06
-slept for a very long time to the extend i end up waking up with a headache
-wake up with my face to plum.. thanks to galvi and cryo therapy yesterday.. it does magic
-i also find my back, shoulder blade, free of pain.. thanks to ventosa yesterday. i may spent too much but its all worth it. never felt and look so good
-went out and had a view of a full moon. recharge my crystals
-gr is taking its toll on me. its been running 2 weeks since i haven't met a quality hook up in gr. i might end up stick on cruising or will try to go for bath house 😅
-amazingly, when it rains it pours. i had a hot encounter with a guy who was blown by someone but he fucked me. then met this cute guy with a guy, however he only want a handjob. he came and was able to get a taste of his cum. then met this small but biggie guy and he fucked me bareback at arki, then proceeded to pathwalk/pansol to meet a gr favorite. he also came inside me. but all these four, i didnt came. gosh. i lose my libido mostly to porn nowadays.
02/05
-can't get over what happened today. although it cost me alot of money pero iba..
-may not able to write properly since i just had massage and i am so sleepy. brain fog it is.
-so ayun na nga, KF finally meet, once again.. after i cried over him last October.
-i intentionally treat him today because: he recently had his bday (nov 27) , his step dad is in the hospital, and most of his sweldo goes to his family. he doesn't have left for himself. so i blessed him with what i have since i felt i am much blessed.
-i shared and let him experience my derma ortiz session since i have more than 30 vouchers pa.
-dine at batangas bulalohan sa tapat, while he discuss what happened with his step dad while his mom is the one who is taking care. i find it sweet but of course i know how financially draining it is for him.. i also told him what happened to my father last new year's eve.
-then we went jco araneta, ots been a while since i just chill with someone right beside me.
-then we cap it all with ventosa massage at mt. albo.. i slept..
-it was a relaxing day and i felt my weekend was long enough, i felt rested and happy 😅
02/04
-im starting to smell the pungent smell of mango blossoms right outside my window.. a promise of a new season.
02/03
-i kept on thinking about batangas 6'4 guy..
-i kept on thinking about him more than KF
-went to shang and watch everyday a good day (2018)
it has this subtle and meditative attack as i found myself crying hard. it was a very slow paced yet beautifully presented. never felt any dull moment. it was able to capture a serene aspect of Japan of which you end up overflowing with emotions. it was so beautiful..
https://youtu.be/bLtHMfyRsao
02/01-02
-had these hearty mugs for both claire and yka
-office mode, made new lunch friends with eunice and justin
-really wanted a day job, but honestly i am still happy and comfortable with work
i mean there's no work that is easy. but i definitely appreciate this one that i am having and its less toxic compared to my previous jobs
