31/12
-last sunset at costa del sol
-welcome 2025 at plaza del reloj
-able to do the traditional 12 grapes, but what i have are raisens 🤤.. well my luck should be tastier and richer..
-had a magical dance showdown with a beautiful girl with lykke li's river i follow..
-beautiful night at the most beautiful place
29-30/12
-simply savor my remaining days in Norway
-moments with Vera.. bus ride, walk and talk around the iconic places in oslo.
-i just can't contain myself with the beauty of the Scandinavian fields and fjords against the bright shining sun..
-vera talk about chai.. and im saddened that i thought it's only russ and chai who have some conflict, but also vera and chai..
-bond with william. Trampoline and outdoor adventures
-simply lie down and look at the window, hoping to see aurora borealis..
28/12
-visiting Thomas ' brother with the Bergtuns
-seen a live xmas tree for the first time.
-experienced another set of Norwagian dinner: from aparatif, to main course to their mouth watering ice cream. Thomas' brother happened to be culinary so everything is so delicious
-hunter moon, Thomas made me listen to it while we were on a road trip
26-27/12
-had so many firsts.. specially with the Norwegian foods.. the cheeses, the spreads..
-went to Oslo with the Bergtuns, blanche and enzo
-fog.. looks like white dragon.. parading..
-fog.. read han kangs entry about it.
-went to the, outdoor sculpture museum, the crystal coffee shop, the royal palace and then the xmas xmas village
24-25/12
-white xmas.. snow.. catching snow.. sticking my tongue while the snow flakes drop.. melting..
-xmas with the Lasam-Bergtuns. Vera, Thomas, Alissia, William, Blanche and Enzo
-saw the magic of xmas again from alissia and william's eyes
-shared the magic and warmth. From Scandinavian meals, gift giving and family bonding
-my ultimate gift: han kang's the white book from vera.
23/12
-jess' bday, greet her via Chloe 's videocall. Saw them having a great time together. It's very heart warming
-finally meeting Vera Leigh Lasam-Bergtun and her family in Norway.
-first out of the country since i got here in Spain
-when i finally saw norway for the first Time, it was around 8pm, i saw it twinkling at night, as if it was blinking its sparkling eyes like a patient cat.
-omgeeee! It snowed in Oslo!!!!
First time to see real snow in my entire life ðŸ˜
-see Enzo at the Oslo airport. He is such a saviour, he managed to have roaming service so we were able to contact vera and Thomas for us to hop in the train and finally get into Thomas' car.
Hugging Thomas and Vera after years of years of not seeing each other was so emotional..
20-22/12
-greeted john2x happy birthday,i really wish him to be successful in the hometown where he was born
-finally let go and slow down. Here comes almost 3 weeks of holiday off with pay.
-movie marathon, the french animation flow which reminds me of red turtle, and un amor, a spanish film, Which totally struck me. Which inspired me to listen to it's soundtrack and dance by the sea
-went to Fuengirola and was mesmerised by its night life. Also meet the Filipino community via flor. Listen to. Their stories and how they manage to get residency. Where me and lyza had all the Filipino food we can take. Homesickness was temporarily kept at bay.
19/12
-final day at school before the Christmas and New Year vacation.
-had fun with profe Enca's class where i teach the Filipino xmas tradition
18/12
-first time to watch cinema here in Spain. Went with the entire school at la Cañada. It was super fun and magical. We watched the Red One.
Seated right next to leonel on the bus. The half Argentinian and Russian kid. Interesting talk we had on the bus. I also sang feliz navidad for the kids 🧑🎄
16-17/12
-me and Gibraltar guy had a bad fight after my Granada trip. I was tired and he is whining about a lot of things. so I tried to call it quits but he still kept on sending me a message. anyway, just to show my gratitude, i show him a picture of me wearing his gift socks.
-i am feeling the holidays are coming, the winter vibes, the joyous lights and cheery noise of the children. will miss my family in the Philippines for the first time. but I am also glad that there are so many chosen family you can be with. my aux friends, the Filipino community i've known, and of course, the Lasam-Bergtun's family in Norway. I feel a bit of the Christmas blues but there are so much to look forward to this holidays
15/12
-full moon. Was able to see it at the crack of dawn. As I searched for the condom i dropped at the highway park when i met the Brazilian whom we ended up barebacking.
I am about to meet hoy.guy. and im not sure if he's married or what but he is really insistent on having a condom so i walk the chilly winter outside just to make out with him.
As always he is so damned sexy and our love making was intense. I was able to eat his cum
-full moon xmas party with diwatitaz
14/12
-i had this photo on my way to the furniture shop. i never knew this is my last day as well as the company, tradexx ltd, is indeed a scam and i ca only hope and pray that the 1 and half months of unpaid work, sleepless nights on the trauma it caused me, and also feeling sorry for the recruits i've done that were also being scammed..
i guess, the universe will simply reward me and bring back the karma in due course
i was mesmerised by this couple, of which i can see myself, hopefully, someday.
13/12
-i really feel there's a need to hibernate. i just felt tired and i need to unwind to spring myself back up...
12/12
-i have one of those beautiful classes earlier with marissa, in her music class.. i teach my students with the saying: the only constant in this world is change.
And then let them watch the changing season.. and sing the song: you've got a friend. Everyone got emotional. Just beautiful..
10-11/12
-its really a challenging weather/season for me. The cold makes me crazy and I realise I need the warmth that it takes. I am glad i have russ to talk with as he also shares his turmoil with this season. I also like the way he let me visualise what is the image when all the glitters and snow settled down, what is the image that clearly appears:
And he said a small house with a chimney.
I feel the comfort and security.. the warm embrace.
-had my ultimate pinoy savory food: pancit canton and bagoong. Thanks to enzo who brought it for me from the pinoy store in Madrid 😊
07-09/12
-granada, unica
An escapade towards the mountainous side of AndalucÃa with enzo and lyza. It's one of the best towns I've been to. My landlady was right, it is very beautiful and i so love the weather and the autumn/winter foliage.
-first time to see snow caps in my life. The view of the sierra nevada is majestic.
-blurt out my work related issues and fears with enzo and lyza. Being paid on time and able to keep my work? I don't know.. Come what may.. for now, i just wanna live my life and enjoy my long weekend with this marvelous vacation.
-stayed at the eco hostel and marveled at the interiors and met emil from Netherlands and Franchesca from italy. We played briscola.. a classic italian card game using carte piacentene. A nice way to enjoy our paella night with overflowing sangria. I had so much fun..
-went for a walk to the centre proper and also to the soucs, basilica and the mirador.. specially the view of Alhambra from san Nicolas. The sunset is beautiful and forgiving..
-my budget for norway was deferred due to this Granada escapade but it's all worth it.. specially when we went to Alhambra.
-the tapas are insanely affordable as the drinks go with free tapas.. never had so much wine in my life and really enjoy my moments with lyza and enzo. They also listen and empathise with my situation at my 2nd job. I guess i have to be absent from work for today. I really need a break.
-felt overwhelmed i wanted to cry. The nasrid quarters are just amazing. I wish i could stay there and have it all by myself for at least 6 months!
05-06/12
-trying to crunch both my day classes and my 2nd job before our trip to Granada
-there is something off and weird about my 2nd job, i have a hunch it is indeed a scam.
-come what may, as long as our Granada trip will be materialised and I would also love to simply chill and let go of the things that bothers me. i deserve a break
04/12
-had a great talk with chai and she shared an advice about "riding with the rhythm" of a place..
It made me feel at ease with the disoriented feeling i had here in Spain and with the people.
-had some trying times with my work at the furniture shop but i want to do my best since i feel at home here. I am still motivated to work.
-met hoy.guy and we had 3 or 4 rounds. I felt wrecked by him but i find him really hot and kind of a husband material. I am loving his scent and his manliness. The idea of him making love to me makes me feel horny 🤤 🥵 . He is my first person i sleep over with in his arms and hairy chest.
02-03/12
-getting busy, everyday.
-had nightmares after watching swallow and the substance
01/12
-meet this hairy cute guy along calle seville.. he came wildly but i didn't
-Meet ale blanco, cute tattooed guy with the thickest butt.. latino in his mid 20's. He is 25? So the perfect youth. Not so young and definitely not so old. he is cuter and hotter in person . We went bareback. This time, i came wildly . I felt lucky..
-what a way to start the month
