04/30
(need more details 04/27-30) un able to write as it happens as too many events happens
-last day of april. meet this cutie guy just across my hostel. we just had some drinks and good food upstairs (forgot the name, right above fatwave) we have this beautiful view of the beach while we talk about having sex. we dont have a place so i said we might try the outdoors just behind our hostel. outdoors it is. we went to this bushy trail and had sex in the middle of thorny bamboos. we got so much scratches after we reached orgasm together. crazy month ender!
04/28-29
-im really having the time of my life. no time for sleep. after my shift i meet regie again and we went for a day tour with his new found friend as well. we went to the northern part of san juan.
-went back to elyu and just chill with regie. seeing him so tall, lean and muscular, sexy and he is with me just laying across kabsat. i felt lucky and having the best summer.
04/27
-such a treat from work as i was given two days off. actually its an SL and what a way to unwind enjoying the good vibes and great waves of la union...
-start spending my day usually having free fallen mangoes from the hostel grounds talk with zyris, the hostel manager. walk and get stoke with the
powerful waves, swim, eat halo2x, food trip, have beer. meet someone new. gosh.. this is the life!
-finally meet regie, the 6 footer guy. I've been msging him since i got here in elyu and finally have sex with him. gosh our sex was intense and he is huge. we had dinner at fat wave after.
04/26
-arrived in elyu past 2am. the staff in my hostel are already asleep. went to the beach and was astound with the powerful waves
-walk from the love la union signage to urbiztondo and had an amazing sunrise and marvel the surfer. i went ahead and swim with the crashing waves.
-if sta fe cebu is more of a cat, la union is more of a dog: playful, intense, rowdy and intense. and the way i enjoy it here is more of the feeling rather than how u see it.
-able to sleep and woke up energized. went to the left aide shore and marveled another version of the surfing beach. i love it better. less crowd wonderful sun.
-had ice-cream near kabsat and ride with the waves while having sunset. just marvelous
-met a local frm san Fernando and had sex on the beach
- then also met this elyu_guy (see references) frm San juan who is more of my type. been msging him all day and finally able to meet him. went to this ruins near the san juan market and it was a great sex. able to cum this time. after, we had some burgers and he show me around the town plaza. had a marvelous time with him
4/25
-went to carri's place to greet her happy bday in person. brought her the buwad frm cebu of to her mom. vcall with joshua who is now in Malaysia. hugged her tight and later im leaving to elyu without her. heading there on her behalf
4/24
-woke up with raprap and say my good byes.. i will miss this bearded child
-thanked nanay maring for wonderful stay.
-read the good earth by pearl s buck on the trip frm tingloy going back to manila
-submit my hardbound to doc d, but she is on leave.
-went to cubao to do my usual facial, massage and haircut
04/23
-masasa day 2. woke up with the puppy named raprap. very cute dog with beard.
-karaoke acapella by the beach
-bjork soundtrip til sundown
anchor, harm of will.
04/22
-wind-riding with russ to masasa.
-had an amazing stay at seafront at nanay marzing.
-amazing sunset, 2 black crows wind gliding, blue king fisher, sun kissing the sea. eidel fitter quarter moon and venus.
-mutual core landscape
-mj smoke. dancing at the sea, fears, dark walk along the cliffs (too complex to write about, might edit) such an adventure
04/21
-recently, i am being tried with circumstances that doesn't go along with my way.. particularly with my holiday overtime which was not fully approved since i didnt take the quota. then a final submission for doc d. but she just left mins ago. such a downer. i really still have to re-practice my acceptance muscles.
4-20
-really cant sleep due to extreme heat.
-need to be out of town so i booked trips going to elyu and bora.
-was suppose to be with carri on her bday in elyu but she can't make it.
-will be seeing cha ferrer in bora while she visits her hometown cebu after years of years in japan.
4/17-19
-tried making bawi with sleep and rest
-i missed my room
-do guided meditation and walk
-noticed im having less porn or having the need to be fucked by someone..
-just having this lingering me time and just simply feel the present moment.
04/16
-visited russ since he is under the weather.
-brought him the sun dried fish from bantayan and prepared him the soupy mongo x shitake mushroom with alugbate and malongay and buwad.
-chilling at sbux when i went though my memories and saw pictures of me with my gang in Puerto Galera when we were still so young and capable of partying as if there's no tomorrow. it was such a wonderful time travel. marvel the manila bay sunset after
-get inside rizal park for the very first time in my life. gosh been in manila for more than a decade but finally able to get in and not just passed by.
04/15
-been too lazy lately. haven't done anything since my vacation leave last april 13, Thursday
-dinner with dave at UPTC. it was short yet i appreciate his time with me.
04/14
-rainy days in summer
-watched mike de leon's itim at UPFI
-met this 5'11 guy from pasig. yummy armpits.
04/13
-im experiencing this magnesium induced sleephood. just wonderful ive been sleeping like a baby.
-msged russ, saying im just looking through my window with drops of Ruichi's passing..
04/12
-just done with my interview with Daniel, the hiring manager for instructional designer post. felt relieved and ecstatic after all the anxiety and preparation ive made.
04/11
-listened to devlin peck's podcast specially with his interview with Joanna how to land on instructional designer post. it was very informative and motivating.
04/09
-bday sex with samar guy
-michiko aoba easter lily
-meet dave, have dinner
-meet john mondia and his friends as we also celebrate his brother's upcoming bday.
04/08
-wake up in lobo. able to sleep more than 10 hrs. felt rejuvenated.
-5am. walk with kf to buy pandesal early morning. something that i really like to do once in a province.
-breakfast at the beach. just wonderful.
-bonding with LA and taught him with my fishing (as a pet) skills, which i learned growing up in bantayan island.
-we walk through different beaches along malabrigo and found series of different kind of beaches. sandy, pebbly, rocky and even at the end point, where it was windy and they have this emotional landscape. i felt it was such a long day. felt ive been staying on the beach for 3 days. so going home with the Bautista is such a convenience and I felt our quick yet lengthy stay in Lobo so sulit.
-we had this special halo2x and they all greeted me advance happy bday. i always not celebrate my bday, but this one is an exemption. super felt wonderful.
-had this view of sunset in the middle of a downward road (as if its the edge of the earth) along san jose batangas, this appears to be the last sunset of my 37th year of my existence. was not able to take picture of it but was one of those surreal and memorable moment.
04/07
-went to lobo with kf
-i don't have enough sleep plus the trip was so exhausting. glad to meet instant friends. one who is from bicol and we talk about donsol. then the other one is Patricia, a tranny from Zamboanga who is going to masasa. both help us take alternative ride going to batangas city since most direct buses are no longer available due to the lenten season.
-finally reached malabrigo with wonderful weather and crystal clear waters
-brought pasalubong frm bantayan. and also we had some drinks before we headed to the beach and enjoy the refreshing clear water.
-walk along the coral reefs and LA (josh' nephew) found a trapped puffer fish and we set it free.
-able to see the magnificent sunset at the lovers lane
-spent time with joshua and the bautista family in their beach house in malabrigo
-joshua is about migrate to work in KL so it is also a despidada for him.
-unable to connect to the internet so simply brush off double pay and just simply enjoy the long weekend.
-slept with KF and just simply snuggle in his armpits
04/06
-trip going back to cebu as our flight will be tonight
-we have the entire bus ride for ourselves
-i remembered i had a co seat mate from my bora batanagas manila trip when we do it on the bus then we even make out in a motel when we arrived in cubao. got horny with the thought. since i have the entire back side to my self, i play by myself and reached orgasm. read an article in webmd about the four stages of sexual response cycle. excitement, plateau, orgasm and resolution. but there was something wrong per dr emily nagoski:
https://youtu.be/eqX38J9ya1I
04/05
-savoring our remaining days here in kabac. languishing on sea food and biking along the sea wall.
-bonding with the ducay, watching blippi with xinxin, having coffee while popc and mamu are together. very ideal scene for a family in province
-this entire stay is more of family, it made me remember of the old days when u had no choice but be with ur family during summer break.
04/04
-went to sta fe from kabac for a bike trip. 22kms and i made it in 2 stops in 2 hours. crazy exhausting but exhilarating.
-pitstop at kermit's for their coffee and brazo de Mercedes. just complete yumminess.
-i was late for work, and i need at least an appropriate workstation to set up my laptop, saw this wonderful clearing but it turned out to be a cemetery.. nah, would go straight to kota instead.
-its wonderful to bike around sta. fe, remembered when max, mint and gerald bike along sta fe to bantayan road. it was crazy
-finally meet this hot tour guide and got satisfied with his hugeness. huge cock in my mouth, yummy smell of his balls and when he fucked me, i got stretched. i came while he fucked me and then when he is about to explode, he thrust his huge cock to my throat where his semen go straight to my esophagus and take all of his cum. that was intense and made me so horny satisfied.
-worked at kota with palesen and under the moon
04/03
-woke up at tria. i had a vivid dream of in a romantic relationship with someone. i dont recognize him but he is neither dave or kf.
-once my hangover is over, breakfast with tri and we talked once again. i just love how we talk without any judgement or whatsoever. she is indeed my soul sister. lovely lovely moment.
-enjoyed my first ever tuslob buwa and basked into the beautiful sunset of patao. where the sun really kissed the sea and bade farewell for the day.
04/02
-ive already lost my two charms, now i lost my skagen watch by the beach. i got to retrace my steps to look for it. as if trying to find a needle in a haystack. but gladly found it. i was in a verge of tears.
-just in time for sunrise. just wonderful.
-coffee by the beach. just perfect
-read sands of time at kota beach while enjoying a sumptous halo halo with coffee coco water latte
-back in kabac, i love hearing the voices of my family. my mother, my father (who just arrived) and my in laws and my pamangkin, xin Xin.. it is indeed amazing to be blessed with family.
-went to patao to attend don don's bday. able to hug tria tightly and blessed by mdme Victoria. it was an intimate wonderful talk over dinner and drinks.
-there was a potential straight guy on basketball jersey but we are too drunk to make out. passed out and woke up with a bad hangover. gosh
04/01
talk with russ
-chai, nocebo
-bjork
-nowness, wowness
-beer by the beach at kota
-saw this nice dining setup at the beach gazebo and call dave
-trubador washing moment at the beach.. sunset, clear water, moon, sky, stars. just exactly what i wanted.. what i needed. just here
just here right now.
-saw a dorsal fin.. its huge enough for either a dolphin or could be a shark..
