-summer is definitely ending.
-enjoying the rain, and simply have quite moments
-went to pearl drive to meet carri. she is still asleep. talk with her mother, tita edna as she poured over her anxiety about her sick sister. simply listen and offered my prayers for fast recovery.
-bond with luna, their new pug who meant to be a gf for tuna, but tuna seems no interest with her.
-finally catch up with carri anf spent the afternoon together, she has to go back to sleep
me too, for my shift later.. swift but sweet
-attended the NHO for an upcoming campaign im in and simply enjoy it with new team mates.
05/28-30
-savouring the remaining of my bummer days
-just realized this is the longest time when i had no sex since i got here in manila, when i wss 25. i usually have it almost every other day, every week.. now it's been a long month, and my last was with noel. gehd, what's happening?
-i don't feel like writing or anything.. i simply just let the days goes by as i find them uneventful. just reminiscing the highlights of my summer.
05/27
-accompany mamu with her knee brace. we are so happy she was able to get it with the help of the community center
God bless them all..
-bond with fam. do movie marathon: dune p.1, one day, atlas.
05/26
-meet joshua bautista and his parents. bonding at fairview terraces
-had fun with the indoor e-motor 😁
-catch up with Joshua and find him more matured and less vain in terms of social media, which is a good thing
05/25
-misision lipat bahay with jaxel Kristin and lemuel from maginhawa to magsino.
-done the rat burial ritual as the guardian of their gate
-dinner at gubat, simply got lost with our meal, our talk abd eventually at the small patch of forest inside the eatery
05/24
-see chuck lazaro again at the diner along jp Laurel, last time i saw him was during russ' xmas party at syquia.. and talk to him at length about the malate hey days. nice to talk about the youthful days of the past. we honor them in silence and in embrace.
05/23
-a day with badets from national museum to moa
-bond more with jazel and ñala
-i could feel the toll getting on to lala, i knew that she just lost her father and she is now dealing with this ongoing project. i just simply be a good companion for her.
05/22
-benilde open
***expound
***insert images
lala, jazel, shogo, lemuel, geric, bea, geloy, and the badets
-dinner at the ccp sea harbour.
-also with us, is bong, of whom i have already met way back in 2012 when i had this moment with mari Santiago and ricky lee. gosh, such coincidence
-after party at syquia. sang hey jude as our finale song. such a marvelous day.
05/21
-slept all day
05/20
-benilde open set up
-just had a good time with the gang while in benilde
-took us more than 12 hours t
to pack up. we are all tired
05/19
-finally it rained, strong enough for me to bathe in the rain. went to the lagoon and able to sing Charlotte Church 's rendetion of ave maria and memorized the lyrics. it is my first latin song that i able to memorize..
-went to shangrila and enjoy my favorite kakanin and coffee
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05/18
meet up with jazel Kristin and lemuel. the three of us roamed around UP campus and eventually went picnic at the sunken garden. we did this psychic inquiry via random pages in a book.
it feels great to feel this kind pf of youthness, i remember this kind of feeling when chai,russ,vera and i known eachother for the first time, when we were so young, wild, and free.
-we later watch the sunset
-msged noel and told him i kept on thinking about him
05/17
-bond with mamu and assist her with her knee issue at the dswd to get added assistance since it can't be covered by our HMO. i felt stressed 😅
-have to go home and slept all day
05/16
-swam with my heart's content. it's UP's reading break so i have the whole swimming pool to myself. it was the most cleanest and clearest water condition. with the rain water from last night, the water is sp soft and was able to thread through the water gently and smoothly. one of the best swimming day ever
-watched best of iran: where are my Shoes. a movie about dementia
-bond with my fam at pasig.
sang feelings ala nina simone style for the first time.
05/15
-went to Geric's place in parañaque with jazel kristin to do photoshoot with a mono camera (with the happychimpstudio)
-had fun with the production set up and got amazed how it was processed, learned and see how a 1st gen camera box camera works, it even have the dark room inside the camera
box to process the negative shot! its crazy amazing.
-was glad to provide them a good pose and interesting subject for shoot
05/14
-got pulled by the waves of time. my last journal entry was way back 05/06
-watched the 40th anniversary of mario O'Hara's movie: condemned. i wish nora herself
is here, but we were graced by her co star dan alvaro.
05/12-13
-got obsessed again with Murakami's after the quake tp the extend I watched the Kobe 's earthquake fotages in 1995
05/11
-reunite my instituto Cervantes classmates (juzwa, jill, vlessie, chie, soñenn) and bond in ayaña triangle. dinner at namnam and then we had party after
really had a wonderful time just keeping up with them and simply spend time with eachother
05/10
-visited my folks at pasig. bonding with mamu and jess. watched a classic: the restorwd version of hihintayin kita sa langit and when kuya arrived, watched "gomburza"
05/09
-took a break
just do nothing
05/08
-benilde open formal announcement. went with the maria maria gang and really enjoyed their recognition. the food is amazing and the talkn with Rita nazareno, yeyey crus and convenor Dindin
-went to geric's place to do house warming and offer house cleansing (image). with vit c rendition of Bjork's tabula rasa
-since its the new moon, jazel Kristen also done card reading with the new intension and also invoking gratitude
05/07
-experienced Bangladesh film and food festival for the first time.
05/06
-feeling sad lately. i dunno of its because i missed two days worth of magnessium suppliments or or its dawning on me that my remaining bummer days are about to be over
-Noel still not msging, nor meiaj, i might be giving up for landi for now.. but i miss being "in love".. nkkakainis!?
05/05
-i have this feeling of i am wasting my days away and days are fleeting by without doing something remarkable
its a Sunday, maybe i will allow myself to be boring?
05/04
-went to mcad for ocular with the maria2x tribe
-went to ikea for the first time
with jazel kristin, lalah, and lemuel
-talk with jazel about noel how i got smitten again. also mentioned to her that its not a good idea for noel and i to push for relationship (further ) since im heading to spain anf 2nd, he is a pastor's only son.. -just sighed about the idea that i still have this love hormone active and i could only wish it still able to wait up until i find the one, maybe, in Spain? who knows..
05/03
-went to quiapo to supposedly meet jess and avvy, but it took them too long
-went around isetann recto and got amazed with its old nostalgic feels (like the old dolphin hotel) kind of archaic ness compared to the current malls.
-took the mrt from end to end, from Recto to Antipolo for the first time.
-had this feeling that immersing in Noel's neighborhood.. just what i feñt with nicko when i went to bohol to visit his hometown. i dunno, im struck again with love hormones
-all i keep on seeing everytime i closey eyes is noel's teeth in his beautiful smile with his beard right in front of my face.
05/02
-repost my old post:
dead ears in I
https://hotmug.blogspot.com/2008/02/dead-ears.html?m=1
05/01
-focused my energies on swimming, reading murakami and went through willows process for her new album empathogen.
-enjoyed willows first tiny desktops performance
-i just realized i feel jealous the moment noel mentioned about joshua s. as his ex fubu..i never felt that from someone befpre (for a long time.. the last time was with arturo) so i must be still in love with Noel..
-i don't feel like writing
