-i got imersed with noli me tangere, the original spanish version. read it as it is and some times read/listen it with crhome extn and most of the time listen until i sleep with e reader prestigio..
-got engrossed with the old time mostly by the late 1800's and even went through jp Rizal's timeline.
-also got interested with the rise of illustrados and have a liking for pedro paterno.. which leads me to researching for filipiniana historical works
-kinda weird but i find the young pedro paterno as the late bree's bf. then it leads me on going back to bree Johnson's work. gosh i really marvel her paintings.. how i wish i was able to see them being exhibited, imaging bree having a small talk. im really am a post humous fan.
-felt lazy at work but im so lucky that its not as demanding as before.
08/28
agosto viente ocho
son las otso y dos de la mana.
este mi segunda escribro.en Español. ademas, hoy es mi dos mes fue impiezar aprendir un idiomatica estrangera.
yo voy mi casa despues mi trabajo. hoy fue double pagar
porque esta national dia de patria. ver lo mi mucho videos de youtube sobre filipinos quin hablos Español. muy inspiracional y tiene motivacion. yo siento, que es un necesite tenner mas aprendir mas rapido y mucho mejor. mi intention es hablar Español fluentamente y muy suave. correcto mas possibleh..
hablar, ecriber , escuchar y navigar mas bien.
intento leer novela de jose rizal
por primera tiempo. mi leer original edicion de Noli Me Tangere. Esta muy interesante. mi encanta leer todos paginas
porque trabajar entonses no tiempo leer de fin los todos paginas. mi encanta o yo quiero tener un libro de la noli me tangere en Español. Espero hablar Español mas mucho en no tiempo.
08/27
-my pussy felt lucky today as i met Heej29 again. its as hot as our first encounter on 08/20 i realized he is gwapo with good built and handsome huge dick.
felt horny even after he parked his car and he followed me up to the back of this abandoned building near 711 epsilon.
he had this tight bun which i usually got turned off but he was an exemption. he have nice facial feature. and he is gorgeous. i came while he fuck me and later he burst inside me. hot as always.
-went to Philcoa for hot bread but pass by a familiar face along University ave. and
he appeared to be my pandemic crush from bicol. the one who resides in marikina. he got chubbier but he is my type when his facial hair and handsome manyak looking face. i teased him and he got horny. i end up suckking him and he fucked me hard. he burst inside me while a patrolling security car pass by. i wish we could have talked more and tell him i still like him.
-finished watching the 2nd
ep of the latest black mirror: lochside lake? im not totally impressed but not bad. maybe it was too short and the built up was not enough. i wish it was a full length or a series in itself. it has a very good plot.
08/26
-watched a 1946 film entitled: a matter of life and death. wonderful romantic film, an ari Aster's favorite.
-saturday spanish class. start it with jco coffee and donut and enjoy the rainy gloomy day.
-marina just came from bora and she is sun kissed. mi amore bonita!
-learned that marichie is a cancer survivor and her ultimate love is gay. tanya also spilled some beans with her ex and she seems to have hatred over him. we found out that guy also divirginized her. we wanna know more but her parents are already there to
pick her up.
-i end up with jill and she talk about her Indian and French guy. im so happy for her when she declared viva España when she talk about her sex with the spanish professor she met.
-met this Taiwanese guy and had awkward quicky in his
apartment along sedeno ave in just two blocks from ayala triangle. he is hot and handsome however my Dick is bigger than his.
-pass by valero street and cant help remember about gerald
08/25
-bond with carri and work at building b. its been ages since i was assigned in bldg k.
-we already on our 4th year in manulife. told him that this may be my final years in this company as i will go back teaching. told her how u find the work easy and the compensation ok but i just dont feel motivated anymore. also told her about my dream about lola consor. pls see dreams entry dates 08/25
08/24
-tangina talaga.. lahat frm entering to exiting, pahirapan talaga sa Updil 😅
took me hours and years but finally able to get my board exam worthy TOR for the upcoming licensure exam. weird to find years of years of sacrifices only summarized in 3 pages..
-the ultimate goal is to deviate from corporate and move back to professional teaching.
- i really thought my nightmare decades ago, about my inconsistencies in OUR (grades /records from up cebu to diliman) will reoccur but im glad i and the universe overcome it. its one of the reasons why i wouldnt like to
pursue teaching (plus the salary is sooooo low) but i guess this time is the time to go back and continue what i started.
-finally cleared from university and have my tor for prc. i thought i couldn't make it for the application but madam was kind enough, god bless her for rendering OT. felt ecstatic when she finally approved and submit it 🥰
-best of luck for LEpT.
-headed to q.ave centris. where i first landed in corporate world back in 2010
-im so ngarag but felt like flying to the moon
08/21-23
-declared sick. i really cant make it to work since i am exausted and got heavy breathing. was given 3 days SL. the Doctor via doctor anywhere was so gwapo.. 😅
-use the 3 days as to simply rest and unwind.
-i really feel im in a different chapter of my life, going back, i felt the last 20 years was for friends, russversachai mecca, bambi and the gang.. then manila years, then travel across asia.. party/partees
-i also witnessed my family from being broken to get back again. and i am glad im still here in the Philippines. now im ready to venture abroad.
i felt ive lived an ultimate kind of youth.
-was inspired with Naomi Campbell 's interview with vogue, when she said there are things that will happen when its time and not when you want it. and at times it will take 30 years!
https://youtu.be/iNw7dM5oS1A?si=OC1RxhLmTDhNO96Z
-for some reason, i was also inspired with the Grandma's line from hereditary, that the sacrifices will become pale compared to the reward, ( i know its a morbid parallelism with ari Aster's rituals and beheaded corpses) as im talking about my sleepless days, my persistence on taking educ and plans going to spain. not settling for momentary comforts.
08/20
-still having partee urge from
prince james from Friday and when i msged the lawyer from shaw and hes up for partee at his expense. i went for it..we met at sogo Quirino. i got a total of 15-10-15 dosage so it was a lot and got so horny 😅
-re meet this isko guy from nova as we made out near 711 back of this abandon building near up epsilon. that was hot
finally able to smell someone's armpit and really made love as i havent done that with the lawyer. it was an intense and thrill filled love making.
-then also met this tall and huge guy and made out at arkivicki. see ref: heej29. it was crazy. its almost 5am when we're done when a security guard pass by. good grief!
08/19
-we have andreu as our Spanish teacher. he migrated to Spain way back when he was still 16 years old. told us stories and some spanish drills. he also invited us for cultural activities hapening in manila.
-just had a short yet sweet food trip with my language classmates at the ayala triangle banchetto.
08/18
-got partee invitation from prince james, the 6 footer guy from batangas however we dont have the item..
-felt lazy for this Friday and haven't done much at work.
08/17
-eunice had her despidida as she is now flying to spain by September. she is my ultimate inspiration so someday i should see her in one of the Pueblos en España!
08/15-16
-asikaso my prc requirements
from cedula to my tor and gosh.. this is it. i felt like im in a new kind of whirring.
-start reviewing for the board exam, i felt rusted! ahaha
08/14
-bonding with mamu, my sister in law, jess and avvy..
had simple dinner with them at chowking lucky gold. its nice to let them know my endeavors and how they are supportive.
said goodbye to them with heartwarming hugs and pure joy.. i super miss them.
08/13
-spent my sunday with mamu and with my sobrina, avvey..
-watched frozen 1 with avvvy, she cried everytime we watched little anna fainted during her play time with little elsa. avy appears to be an emotional child.
-watched spanish film: Secretos del Corazon
it reminds me to be a go getter and take risks and life is indeed short and we should take the most out of it.
08/12
-we are now mid way of our first semester in our Spanish class.. still i felt struggling with my conjugations but im keeping up. had fun with my classmates. we are all more getting comfortable with each other. que lindo aprender con ellos y me estoy divirtiendo.
-was suppose to meet someone in tecjhnohub but a
passing car stopped by and he turns out to be my previous encounter. had outdoor fun with him near arki.
-i felt i have so much events in life, but felt im struggling financially.. never had this financial anxiety for a long time. wasn't able to sleep much.
08/11
-early morning walk inside qc memorial circle.. killing time until i can get my cedula at city hall. im preparing my requirements for my let licensure exam.
-i felt im in for another project.. im excited
-i always have this savoring moment of seing around qc
as i felt my time here is limited. i always have this cycle of 5 years and i felt im about to move out and be on a different adventure. hopefully this time, it will be in spain, that's plan a,
plan b will be Baguio where i will pursue teaching...
08/10
-team lunch at mcdo visayas ave. had fun with my team mates. then unexpectedly i haf moments with tristan. well i had a long crush on him the moment i saw him at the office.. he was still on training.. but the moment i knew we will be on the same team and we are on the same circle of friends, i kinda patter my feelings off.. as i may end up awkward. anyways, i felt super kilig when we sat beside eachother inside the trike and i felt and smell his body.. i really like him and he is so funny.. i dunno.. im not gonna expect anything more basta crush ko sya.. 😻
08/09
-coffee overdoze and sleep deprived
-finished japanese film fest entry: your bird can sing
08/08
-i felt like im really deprived of sex 😅 since i had no encounter this weekend. like its very rare for me to have no sex for that long. finally on muy way to office, encountered this decent isko looking cutie at University ave. and he is damn horny as the moment i groped into his fly, he is already erect and huge. i also felt he is lucky about me since i felt fresh and lean with my month long work out and whey protein intake. had an intense moment at the dark sidewalk where i had oral, anal and oral with him until he came inside my mouth and haf all his come. that was so hot and sexy. i get horny every time i rethink about it..
08/07
-i want to be still. learning to be still. that moment when u just have to see the clouds passing and able to witness rain drops againts a sunny sky? i was able to do exactly this today. im glad.
-was moved by cafe muller
snippet in habla con ella and got inspired by pina bausch message at kyoto prize award:
https://youtu.be/WSvqC3oKiq8
where she talks about finding that commonality amongst us, not the ones that are private, but what we lock inside.
08/06
-went to russ place for karaoke night. dane, lem and jay r were there and we had hot pot and
pizza. as usual russ and i sing our heart's out. we capped the night with aretha Franklin's gospel documentary.. i had fun.
-went to Seattle's best cubao where i just had coffee and watch Pedro Almodóvar's habla con Ella.
-saw a former spark and fuck buddy, jervy. i can still remember our sex and how huge his dick is. i also remember when, one time he told me i was his TOTGA (i was dumbfounded and later found out its meaning) but i dont know, it just didn't work. i could have been in relationship with him. he is a nice guy. but maybe it was never meant to be .
- pass by university ave and i guess i saw bicol guy from marikina of whom i had a huge crush during the pandemic. i am so horny/libido driven that time. but now i felt i am more tame or rather not into sex since i am more driven to friends, significant encounters and
personal improvements. or i might just getting old? ahaha i dunno.. but so much changes after 3 years
08/05
-went to burgos street and alamat with jill and solenne after class. its Jill's pre birthday celebration. we had fun and jill and i had wonderful talk after hours.
-we even walk down memory lane at i'm hotel and she talk about her german guy (her ultimate sexromance) while me with my ex Gerald. then i ride home along the street near dean and DeLuca where Gerald and i usually take a ride home. for a moment, i miss having a boyfriend and in love.
-btw 6'2 guy is making paramdam. i dont know where this will lead us..
08/04
-cinemalaya opening at picc. this day is near impossible as i woke up late. stuck in the traffic and we almost had no ticket. good thing sara tario and her cousin was patient enough to wait and we got tickets!!! were able to get in and just in time for the presentation of the whole cast
and the feature film itself: Marupok AF! it was marvelous.
-the three of us had dinner later at sea harbour and was able to catch up with sarah after she deactivate FB for more than 2 years.
08/2-3
-finally have a glimpse of the sun. tried to bathe with it to replinish my vit d. was able to sleep well and retrieve my good mood.
08/1
-its still raining.. 1 week storm and another week for the monsoon weather. its been 2 weeks now since i havent experience sunshine.. i can feel sadness creeping in.. just watched the water lilies at the lagoon.. just be at peace with the falling leaves, the rain and the wind.
