03-28-31/2020
-walk around deserted UP Diliman campus and just bask into the morning light
-i've been doing it again and again, sometimes things you love doing becomes boring
so
-sometimes, i roam around the places where i once got fucked, and can still see traces of lubes and condom wrappers. I wanna pick it and throw it away, but it feels like a minute and fleeting monuments, so leave them as is
03/22-27/2020
-it's been a week since the enhance quarantine, and I am sexually deprived, my last was with Bhon.
-getting myself busy with school works that are still have to be passed by the end of semester
-I am re imagining the best sex I had when I am extremely high and horny:
*tom from Makati
*zaeed (the half Lebanese)
*tram (thai from blue residence)
-watched the "hustler" (j.lo) and then the 1980 original version of "temptation island"
those films has a different kind of survival tips
-had enough sleep, nourishment, sunshine as I also jog around UP Ikot every early morning
-my body regain its full optimization as I can even see clearly and hear clearly the birds around me
-utopian mode
03/18/2020
-woke up in the middle of the night, my body clock is totally a mess, or im just simply, naturally, nocturnal
-I am still moving on from my lost phone and bike
-running 2 weeks no class, 2 days no work due to enhance community quarantine (covid19)
-watched Godzilla (the king of the monsters) and was dumbfounded with one of the lines that mentioned, what if humans is the infection, and nature has a way cure itself (mass destruction)
03/17/2020
-texted geof after 1 month of being silent (other reason than/since I lost my phone and number) im suppose/planning to randomly tease him but it become more serious. I asked him if he and I had a chance of being officially together, supposedly, jokingly, but i felt my msges were too direct to the point and bluntly honest, so as his response?! stating: that he is still have this "fear" of giving in and he still have hang ups with his recent ex, as he thought, he was, his "forever".
-he said sorry that he may caused to make me feel bad, I simply responded a:
=)
but deep inside I was really sad .
-like, fjjjaack!!!
-watched the summer foliage in the deserted sunken garden, void of the usual crowd, while the sunset became a melancholic scene.
03/16/2020
-I woke up feeling tired and lazy
-its been 2 or 3 weeks now that I keep on looking for francis (an ultimate yet unfinished fuck) at the lagoon
-I decided to go only half day at work and then Duterte declared enhanced quarantine, nationwide lock down for a month
-since it's declared "no work" meet Bhon once again, 2-3 inches taller than me, bad boy kinda guy, also rides bike. he is just around area2 and we casually meet for sex around the academic oval
-when im about to sleep, parts of me were:
shocked
paralysis/analysis
anxious
relieved
ecstatic
comewhatmay
03/15/2020
-having my regular dose of domestic bliss:
watched cable
cooked breakfast,
do the early morning grocery with mama,
bonding with my brothers (videoke)
play with my few months old nephew
-felt re-calibrated
03/14/2020
-suppose to go for a night out, but all places for mass gathering were closed, for a month?
-went visit my kuya's place instead.
-watched "echorsis" its very refreshing and funny and it makes me remember about "zombading"
03/13/2020
-my colleagues are paranoid about me
-I told them: "dahil lang to sa kakachupa", they laughed, but I was dead serious.
-it was just a sore throat and not corona virus
03/11/2020
-Covid19 is now a pandemic and what get worse is that Ryu Goto's trip to Manila got cancelled, no choice but to have my ticket (orchestra side) refunded-pashneya!
-Spent Josh' bday at the macao imperial at midnight
-felt sick the day after, my preempted sickness was pushed through, psychosomatic? all these years, im so amazed how my body would follow suit right after I have an intention to be simply "ill", amazingly with all supporting symptoms, our company doc sent me home and was advised bed rest for 2 days
-thank God! i desperately need this!
03/09/2020
-classes were suspended, for a WEEK
-yey!!!!
03/08/20202
-able to unlock my combination lock (at my room door) and then where i was fucked last night, i was able to retrieve my kabuki brush , I have this feeling I will be able to get back what I lost (eatpraylove kind of scenario)
03/07/2020
- was able to catch the opening art povera at the met museum with our design prof Tina Colayco and got mesmerized with the Italian Ambassador in depth discussion of the 12 featured artists, sat beside a cute chubby guy. In my mind, I toyed with an idea, "my husband is about to say something.." the moment he made a comment and some questions about the exhibit. But I snapped out of it as I am really hungry and while they are upstairs, I had a one on one encounter with the works and really experience: the perpetual motion, in a flesh
-visited the bathhouse, and able to encounter the ff: top, versa, side and even a bottom. I am becoming more well rounded now in terms of sex. although I don't feel I look my best (as I just had series of RF therapy and stress both at work and at class) but one old acquaintance told me I look cuter and sexier. My highlight was this young guy, tall and yummy (my kind of guy), with distinct male aroma, huge dick. I had my first orgasm with him for that night.
-met chuck for the 2nd time, (my secret bath house crush) I thought we will be able to do it again, but he just had his orgasm and might have a hard time having another boner, we just talked and gushes out that he just had a bf, and guiltily confess that what his doing now is cheating.
-my finale was with another cute guy who amazingly have a huge dick, I had my final cum with him.
-when im about to arrive home, passed by where I parked my bike, but its nowhere to be found. I am exhausted, and I am struck for another lost (after my phone) I am still drunk from the bathhouse, due to my frustration and anger, met a random guy and make him fuck me hard.
-I felt at a loss, just few weeks ago I lost my phone and now my bike. oh well, just like people, things do come and go..
03/06
-my VLs are not approved and I am afraid I will miss Ryo Goto, I felt demotivated at work and in the verge of burnt out.
-I just wanna sleep for the whole week.
-walk around deserted UP Diliman campus and just bask into the morning light
-i've been doing it again and again, sometimes things you love doing becomes boring
so
-sometimes, i roam around the places where i once got fucked, and can still see traces of lubes and condom wrappers. I wanna pick it and throw it away, but it feels like a minute and fleeting monuments, so leave them as is
03/22-27/2020
-it's been a week since the enhance quarantine, and I am sexually deprived, my last was with Bhon.
-getting myself busy with school works that are still have to be passed by the end of semester
-I am re imagining the best sex I had when I am extremely high and horny:
*tom from Makati
*zaeed (the half Lebanese)
*tram (thai from blue residence)
-watched the "hustler" (j.lo) and then the 1980 original version of "temptation island"
those films has a different kind of survival tips
-had enough sleep, nourishment, sunshine as I also jog around UP Ikot every early morning
-my body regain its full optimization as I can even see clearly and hear clearly the birds around me
-utopian mode
03/18/2020
-woke up in the middle of the night, my body clock is totally a mess, or im just simply, naturally, nocturnal
-I am still moving on from my lost phone and bike
-running 2 weeks no class, 2 days no work due to enhance community quarantine (covid19)
-watched Godzilla (the king of the monsters) and was dumbfounded with one of the lines that mentioned, what if humans is the infection, and nature has a way cure itself (mass destruction)
03/17/2020
-texted geof after 1 month of being silent (other reason than/since I lost my phone and number) im suppose/planning to randomly tease him but it become more serious. I asked him if he and I had a chance of being officially together, supposedly, jokingly, but i felt my msges were too direct to the point and bluntly honest, so as his response?! stating: that he is still have this "fear" of giving in and he still have hang ups with his recent ex, as he thought, he was, his "forever".
-he said sorry that he may caused to make me feel bad, I simply responded a:
=)
but deep inside I was really sad .
-like, fjjjaack!!!
-watched the summer foliage in the deserted sunken garden, void of the usual crowd, while the sunset became a melancholic scene.
03/16/2020
-I woke up feeling tired and lazy
-its been 2 or 3 weeks now that I keep on looking for francis (an ultimate yet unfinished fuck) at the lagoon
-I decided to go only half day at work and then Duterte declared enhanced quarantine, nationwide lock down for a month
-since it's declared "no work" meet Bhon once again, 2-3 inches taller than me, bad boy kinda guy, also rides bike. he is just around area2 and we casually meet for sex around the academic oval
-when im about to sleep, parts of me were:
shocked
paralysis/analysis
anxious
relieved
ecstatic
comewhatmay
03/15/2020
-having my regular dose of domestic bliss:
watched cable
cooked breakfast,
do the early morning grocery with mama,
bonding with my brothers (videoke)
play with my few months old nephew
-felt re-calibrated
03/14/2020
-suppose to go for a night out, but all places for mass gathering were closed, for a month?
-went visit my kuya's place instead.
-watched "echorsis" its very refreshing and funny and it makes me remember about "zombading"
03/13/2020
-my colleagues are paranoid about me
-I told them: "dahil lang to sa kakachupa", they laughed, but I was dead serious.
-it was just a sore throat and not corona virus
03/11/2020
-Covid19 is now a pandemic and what get worse is that Ryu Goto's trip to Manila got cancelled, no choice but to have my ticket (orchestra side) refunded-pashneya!
-Spent Josh' bday at the macao imperial at midnight
-felt sick the day after, my preempted sickness was pushed through, psychosomatic? all these years, im so amazed how my body would follow suit right after I have an intention to be simply "ill", amazingly with all supporting symptoms, our company doc sent me home and was advised bed rest for 2 days
-thank God! i desperately need this!
03/09/2020
-classes were suspended, for a WEEK
-yey!!!!
03/08/20202
-able to unlock my combination lock (at my room door) and then where i was fucked last night, i was able to retrieve my kabuki brush , I have this feeling I will be able to get back what I lost (eatpraylove kind of scenario)
03/07/2020
- was able to catch the opening art povera at the met museum with our design prof Tina Colayco and got mesmerized with the Italian Ambassador in depth discussion of the 12 featured artists, sat beside a cute chubby guy. In my mind, I toyed with an idea, "my husband is about to say something.." the moment he made a comment and some questions about the exhibit. But I snapped out of it as I am really hungry and while they are upstairs, I had a one on one encounter with the works and really experience: the perpetual motion, in a flesh
-visited the bathhouse, and able to encounter the ff: top, versa, side and even a bottom. I am becoming more well rounded now in terms of sex. although I don't feel I look my best (as I just had series of RF therapy and stress both at work and at class) but one old acquaintance told me I look cuter and sexier. My highlight was this young guy, tall and yummy (my kind of guy), with distinct male aroma, huge dick. I had my first orgasm with him for that night.
-met chuck for the 2nd time, (my secret bath house crush) I thought we will be able to do it again, but he just had his orgasm and might have a hard time having another boner, we just talked and gushes out that he just had a bf, and guiltily confess that what his doing now is cheating.
-my finale was with another cute guy who amazingly have a huge dick, I had my final cum with him.
-when im about to arrive home, passed by where I parked my bike, but its nowhere to be found. I am exhausted, and I am struck for another lost (after my phone) I am still drunk from the bathhouse, due to my frustration and anger, met a random guy and make him fuck me hard.
-I felt at a loss, just few weeks ago I lost my phone and now my bike. oh well, just like people, things do come and go..
03/06
-my VLs are not approved and I am afraid I will miss Ryo Goto, I felt demotivated at work and in the verge of burnt out.
-I just wanna sleep for the whole week.
