03/2026

-i lost my phone and apparently my colornotes where i write my journal was not synced

So i will try to recall the events and highlights i had for this month

March 2026

*Spring time in Northern Madrid

*It feels much warmer and better. I just never thought i got crazy last winter but i really went crazy. Spring here still feels cold but at least it's sunny.

*Did a special project with Jamie and Maren with the English corner and bond with them. Was inspired with the almodredon? That cherry blossom like trees that blossoms in spring time 

*I am getting used of only meeting one person and it's maximino.. he is no longer just a grindr favorite, he is now my language partner for Spanish and he practice his English with me. We also exchange massage.

I find him handsome and admirable. It's just that we got language barrier and i felt stupid when we are stoned. Our sex is good but there are times, awkward. But i definitely like him even though he is not my ideal kind of guy. Also we haven't define the relationship and for me it's better that way.

I felt less pressured and invested on him. Maybe because i just had my major break down with manilvaguy (eloy) and usually it will take years before my next drunk in love moment (just like arturo was 2014, eloy 2024, so my next is when? 2034? No please.. i hope sooner) i hope this time it's a mutual kind of mid symbiotic obsession.

*My students age 3, 4, 7 and 8... were crazy but i am crazier so i manage. It's my first time to deal with younger ones and it's activating my maternal instincts.

*The thing tides me by is really talking with Russ, Vera, Chai and maxie bella