random memories p5

Entry 41

June 8 2026

-i remember running away from home with my kuya. 

He is the one who is guilty because he was kicked out from UP. Me as an innocent supporting brother, i went with him. We walk towards lola momengs place in kodia bantayan island. Days later, we were found by my uncle and received lashes from my father. Ever since before, i always feel like i am being punished without presenting my intentions behind the crime.

Now I'm in this family in Zimella Italy where there is so much language barrier and felt like a run away (im in the middle of nowhere writing this). I just wanted to appease and support. Maybe this time, since i still feel the same. I might as well please myself.

Entry 40

May 30

-i was so angry with my elder brother. One time, he was about to leave towards cebu to attend his university, i filled his shoes with glue. When he found out, he cannot do anything to catch me as his pumpboat heading towards the main island of cebu is departing.

Now, we are great friends and ally. He helped me a lot specially with my migratory finacial related concerns. 

Mark Paul on the other hand almost stabbed me with a knife. But he is always be my first best friend. PS playmate, eating snacks by the sea. We wish on the same falling star when we are about to move from Lahug Cebu City to Mancilang Madridejos Bantayan Island.

Sibling love is forever.

Entry 39

may 15

-one time, when i ended my school assignment in IES Tomas Hormigo, one of my student gifted me a sort of garlic or onion a hybrid it appears, as a protection from anything bad. im planning to keep it as a souviner but i decided to include it in my cooking as it will be with me. then out of parania i search for it if it's edible or poisonous.. then it appears death camas.

I thought im gonna die. 

Then apparently it's one of those spring softneck garlic