old friend

shit.. it hits me again..
the feeling that loves me..
being irradically lonesome..

it was such a bluff for me
not able to hop to Tagbilaran..
im just damn broke.. got this insufficient
funds for weeks now..
and it screws me!

then here's Brian.. almost have no contact with him
for straight two days..
and i feel like melting.
plus, i got this msge from him after an attempt to call him
via landline.. it just that..
so obscure.. i am..
don't know how to react,
as not knowing what to type next..

i just terribly feel so low
that my eyes blur as the vision of my keyboard gone watery
due to my teary eyes..

im just sick to this visitor..
to think its my usual guest from the past..

hello my old friend =)