-revamp my instagram account after 7 years of being obsolete
-able to get my vip bonus. felt financially capable.
-before i usually got out of town but now, even with the time and money, i just stay and worm inside my room. felt being home buddy lately.
-although its not raining for months now, but im anticipating the coming of summer, as the flowering tress are in bloom and there's something sweet in the air.
-having this big time sensuality moment, as i felt there is something huge coming up.
02/27
-i dreamt about gab.IC. that we meet for the very first time and as if we like each other for the very long time that at the cery moment we talk, we cut our pleasantries in the middle of it, as we kissed eachother. i woke up super kilig 🥰
02/19-26
-maria maria sulong reminsce.. can't get enough of my memories with the gang
-had long weekend and again didn't do much, just sleep and eat as long and as much as i can.
-went to red rhino with jill and juzwa.. had so much fun. first time to try latin dance.
-meet my spanish professor, javi, face to face for the first time.
-met this doctorate/phd candidate, named gerald from pangasinan and had session with him. it wasn't that hot but had a great time with him. he took care of me and took care of him for the entire session. he gave me some malaysian coffee and treat me in a ramen house.
-watched japanese film fest and here are my favorites:
*tokyo story
*angry sun
*a man
-this years take is more of internal changes, erruption snf internal subtle dynamics.
-also meet up with jazel kristin as i show her around my favvorite abandoned houses in up campus and told her my romantasized story on these two suddenly vacated houses.
about these two teachers, with abandoning their materials, family and their life just to be together and elope and went somewhere else.
02/18
-make habol to syquia early in the morning, and jazel kristin is already awake to open the foor for me..
-the rest of the gang is still there: the pintakasi couple: gabriel y dale, arki alanis, and the loving trio, russ, dane and lem.
i told them i rather have morning smiles with them, than blasting party last night.
-had coffee and wonderful breakfast. great talks and russ sharing away his beloved stuff that he can no longer bring with him in new york.
-lanis shared a puff and went into amazing meditative trip. wonderful stuff.
-lala came by and we then dig in over papa joe's pizza, Dane's treat.
-i got russ' coat from europe and that is his gift for me for my upcoming life in spain .. we hugged eachother so tightly and for me thats the warmth that i want to bring with him along to the american coast.
02/17
-today is weird.
i have so many options to do today but i felt like doing nothing.
*i intentionally missed russ
get togther party at syquia
*i didn't update jr mamaril reg our supposedly pnp session
*i didnt go to up fair
*i didnt went to bathouse
being swallowed by the ever growing introvert in me of which was a complete opposite in the past.
or maybe today im not suppose to take side as their is two tensions between russ and chai. of which both have an ongoing gathering. i dunno
02/16
-went to shang
-got inside galerie Stephanie and marvel their curatorship
-msge noel about it and he agreed as they also able to exhibit there.
02/13-15
-did some grounding after the zambales trip
-although, there are some heavy moments but really felt recharged and some dark sumpa/curse got lifted from.me with our commune to the orchard, with my spirot tree.
-gab was absent for the first time on our Spanish class. maybe he was so busy with the Valentine's event in their cafe..
-felt i don't learn much on this cycle, unlike my previous face to face classes in instituto Cervantes at ayala triangle
02/12
-we've done our spiritual journey towards the mango orchard behind casa san miguel and find our spirit tree. i found mine that looks like the one in my neighbor totoro. sent out my offering: a kaso seed and lighted incense. i buried my seed at the root of my spirit tree, for the hopes of burying the sumpa that was given to me that i can no longer be loved.. continued having my prayers and intercharge with the tree. being a conduit for the replenishing of the beautiful force between the tree and within me. it felt relieved and grateful for such beautiful mutual interflow.
-talked with russ. and talk about our journey of our friendship and hugged him as i turned teary eyed as i said my farewell for his migration to New York.
02/11
-staycation at the infamous casa san miguel and join the group with sir coke for a round table discussion over merienda. i enjoyed the beautiful artworks, architecture and the heritage the house brings. although their talk was kind of heavy but i simply savour the beauty of that moment. gazing through the window and hearing the bamboo wind chimes that insinuate birds
chipping
-for some reasons, i felt heavy and drained. maybe i also absorbed the energy at the round table as they have an ongoing dispute with maria maria (docu art film)
-went with lala and hike towards her favorite spot of which she later found out its now a dead river.
-exhausted, went to san juan river where i also found the spot where some of the clips of maria maria was shot. felt like a pilgramage to the docunfilm with the director guiding me herself. i felt overwhelmed and overjoyed.
-stayed quite and had a restful sleep that night.
02/10
-a magical trip to zambales. sugod maria maria. with jazel, lala, geric and the lovely trio, dane, russ and lem.
-we started at youhan, and savour the jacuzzi for myself with milton eye's in the wind..
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-then went to the shore for a wonderful sunset
-done an opening salvo for the film showing maria maria to the main cast. (the children, now after 2 years, are more
young adults) and its such joy seeing their reactions as they watch it for the very first time.
-had bonfire at the shore underneath the star dotted midnight sky.
02/09
-woke up early for my oath taking for my lept in picc
what a marvelous day, i felt like its those days of graduation from elementary to college..
but this time, its in a national level.
-im amazed how the speakers , with all their track record in teaching and academic skills, even at the age of 60s are still full of enthusiasm and vitality
for some reasons, the venue and the crowd makes me feel im in hogwarts, its just magical.
-was reminded im part of the lucky 7 and im so inspired with the key msge of being the northern star who will guide the future generation to come.
-even if I'm not one of the top notchers but was able to come up on stage and do some celebratory dance for everyone with my co mapeh licensed teachers. its was so fun.
-went to see my family and celebrate with them as well with tickoy and moon cake since its chinse lunar new year
-watched gyeongsangvseries with kuya
-hugged mama and im glad to see her happy and so proud of me.
02/08
-didn't feel well, asked for couple of days worth of bed rest at work
-missing noel, although later at night he msged me back after almost a month of no txting but he told me he is busy with his new job in makati.
-slept the whole day
02/07
-overdosed with coffee last night, can't sleep
-should be accompanying my mom going to the doctor for her ultrasound results.. but i really can't make it. simply comfort her that the findings were benign and i can see her teary eyed as for sure, just like me, she was worried with the lump on her breast. will make sure hug her more and spend more time with her.
-don't have enough sleep, haf my spanish class plus have shift after.
-although i felt tired but was able to maximize and enjoy my class with javi.. had 8n
02/06
-able to get my certificatiom of rating and passing at prc for my lept. then come Friday, i will have my oath taking. gehd, im getting there.
-later that morning Russ blurtted out the news of his spousal visa with dane is finally approved! (and his flight in NY is on the 27th..) and just moment later, i finally received an email confirmation that my lap application in spain was also granted! mygehd.. felt like our planets are alligned. was still in the moon and it haven't sink in yet. but i was so relieved since i thought i wouldn't make it after i flop my spanish interview with the assesor.
they might have seen my potential, that relentless bitch in me. lols
02/05
-monday! im glad there's new flavour to it and i love it because its spanish day! as always, i have so much joy with this class maybe because my classmates are also fun even if if we are all scattered everywhere, bali, italy, in
Portugal and here across manila. wish we could see face to face specially with (cough cough) 😁🤭
-i realized having this class, even if i payed for is sort of therapeutic for me. a complete diversion. the things pop up in my head are if some people go for yoga class, or cooking then this is my take. actually i have more kinky things in my head such as being subdued dominatrix, bondage, , bdsm and the like.. gosh.. my mind!
02/04
-pasinaya weekend! went to ccp to catch pintakasi's islalaland. only to find out it was performed under the blazing sun and its only for 15 minutes exerpt. but it was a good one and me and the gang spent more time at the tropical hut and we wander around dale magsino's booth. then we got some shade ubder cory Aquino's tree.
-walked along baywalk, stayed at syquia and watch lover's rock.
02/03
-doesnt have enough sleep and had hangover, meet jazel and we head to syquia with the rest of the gang
-shogu's despedida dinner for
russ. and its also shogu's pre birthday celebration. it was such a feast as he served the finest and freshest sushi. its the nearest i can get to having a sushi master in a sushi bar.. atleast for now, i had a taste of how japanese want to have their sushi. we started with the fresh raw calamari, salmon, giant octopus, crab sticks, shrimp and the savory oni..
-shogu also serve us with okonomiyaki from pescatarian to meat lovers version. since lala and jazel doesn't eat meat.
. had a great time with the gang together with russ, dane m, lem and marz. we had so much fun.
02/01-02
-hyped with the love month, so carri and i watched celine song's: "past lives"
felt affected, we both get drunk with wine. ang sakit sa
puso pisti.. ahaha
-good bonding with the olero's
-im still not confident with my lap application and might consider either work in Baguio as a teacher or might get that bi-lingual speed training and csr position to save for my visa show money. so bothered with uncertainties at ang hirap maging mahirap.. but im glad im full of hopes, dreams and so insanely full of beauty! lavarn!
ahaha
-i think that's one of my strengths, always end a bad day with a laugh..
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