at least

it makes me smile to find how time
pass me through..
every moment that i cudnt posibly grasp
always fade into thin air..
moments..
such days..

..a cathartic talk with Vera in their L300 van
-stil remember my anguish soul unleashed
-the tears flows as if il be dehydrated
-listening..talking..pause..complete silence in the midst of dawn
-the releif

..a letter written to Ash
-the smile..
-swallowing the pride.. humility kept.
-a farewell letter.. i guess
-hope vanished..i surrender
-teary eyed
-gudluck to me then..

..Birthday ni Russ
-bonding
-wishful thinkings
-lighting of candles
-cathedral..murmuring of personal prayers
-exhibit at moon cafe..pica-pica..tacos
-walk under a smoky sky

..forgiveness, a second anniversary
-text Nikko
-thanking him this way:
"ei niks..two years na since u forgave me ..
tnx 4 d forgiveness.. but u have to
understand u hurt me too.. and for that im not ready to forgive u yet.
Gnyt..
liyo"
-stil the black shirt..still the chubby cute Nikko
i used to love..

..by the western coast
-the sunset
-wandering aimlessly
-barefooted.. stamping on the seashore
-breeze dampens my face
-solitary moment

those moments never cease to pervade my inner being..
though, it passed me by
but still, i got a glimpse of it
at least..

im grateful
and i can't help but to smile..
=)